i do need a shoulder to lean on , and a gentle pat saying everything gonna be ok…patting myself doesnt work anymore….

This is no good at all… i’m starting to feel lost again.

Sitting by the pool, head fills with thoughts and worries. Wonder when will i be free…

I believe things happen for a reason , it’s better to understand “why” it happens then ask “why” .

Once again , filled with thoughts but cant express it… stuck in my own maze .. Wish i could just break free from those walls ..but then what will i find outside of those walls? Endless empty space?

I’m scared .. i really am..What am i scared of? I dont really know..

Lau lau moi thay duoc may tam chup nha` vua y’ minh`, may tam post tren bao’ chup goc canh, mau sac xau’ om`. Mat gia tri cua nha

Nhung tam anh nay minh copy tu trang Spot.vn

Con ai muon xem nha nhu the nao thi vao trang web www.09hanthuyen.com

) rieng minh thi luc minh moi ve nha lan dau tien cam thay nha nay phoi hop mau va do` dat dam. chat Chau a’ . Noi chung la kha’ dep. Co ai biet lam ra can nha nay cuc kho nhu the nao cho ca gia dinh dau ) . Dung la chi o trong chan* moi biet co ran. Nguoi trong cuoc moi biet gian nan kho cuc the nao )

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I believe there are links that connect one person to another. That link helps people understand more about the others, enable them to share the feelings, to communicate and to love…Somehow that chain in the middle is broken, so that the one inside who’s dying to connect wont able to do anything, and the ones outside who hopelessly trying to help wont be able to reach inside. “Truth, Hope, and Love” can’t get through a thick wall named ” Fear”. “Fear” is so big, so strong that it overwhelmed everything around it. “Fear” is what make us ice cold outside and weaken us slowly inside.  It is Fear that makes me weak, creates sleepless nights, distracts my soul and wont leave me alone…

I wish there is someway to defeat that Fear and find my missing link. It’s so lonely all by myself for long, even though im surrounded by million of people…even though i’m all loved by my family, i just can’t connect to them the way i want to be connected. I need my missing link back…

Hom qua mua do ve lam banh’, dem ve nha da~ doi xong rui mo? cai lo` nuong len .. Ai de` ba chi lai de may^’ bich cafe trong do ma minh ko biet, hic , the la cafe do? tung toe’ trong lo` nuong. Mat them 30′ de don dep…

San pham cuoi cung :

Hihi , cong nhan minh cung sieng thiet. Lam xong dong’ do la het muon an lun >.< . Ai an dum` ko?

There is no person in the world who is made to handle every punch that’s thrown at them. We aren’t made that way. In fact, we’re made to get mad, upset, sad, be hurt, stumble and fall. We aren’t supposed to be able to handle everything. But that’s what makes us stronger in the end, by learning from the things that hurt us most….

I watched it again on the TV today. The movie is quite touching. I remembered the first time i watched it, i cried at the end. It wasn’t that tragedy or something, actually it’s a happy ending i think. Marley was a happy dog, most of the time, he had a good life, good family and died of old age. That’s what every dogs want. I want to raise a dog with my love, watch he/she grow day by day, solve his/her problem together and enjoy the good and bad moments. Too bad my current condition doesn’t allow me to do that. But someday i’ll be able to do it. I envy those people who could live with each other and do what they want (, really envy them.
If i could i would get a big dog, something like a golden retriever ( which will be great for family with kids) or a big poodle. Lab is good too )

FINALLY !!!

ALL CREDITS GO TO MY BELOVED HY AND MY BABE . THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR DOING THIS FOR ME .

WITH LOTS OF LOVE

ANU